Monday, November 17, 2008

heart of the matter

three things:
1. the tiny clock-man on my phone tells me its 1154. he massive suitcase at my feet is begging to be filled with more...stuff. there are a dozen or so things occupying my bed that i had so carefully organised with the intention of packing, so its probably not a good idea to crash my tired self and fall into deep slumber. so sick of squeezing tubes of unnecessary necessities into even smaller plastic bottles all for the sake of convenience.
2. there's dance tmr morning but i dont really feel like going since yixin isnt going to be there :( that and im really quite exhausted from constant worry-clouds that are hanging over me like freakin doldrums. too many things to do in too little time. hmm, sounds like school all over again. DOH!
3. i observed my boyfriend from across the table today and realised he looks like he's thinking hard about something important when he chews. he's an excellent liar because he told me he could control me with a very poker face. by control he meant ... i dont know, what did he mean? and he can't tell grape from pomegranate. here we go again baby.
forgot why i wrote this post but i do miss typing sentences (not that they make any kind of point) and not just monosyllabic replies on messenger to old timers i havent had a real conversation with in many months. i miss these people, but i really dont think talking online bridges any kind of distance at all. its not communication. to me. whatever, contradict me i dont care. might just delete this anyway.
P.S. OMG HOW ARE DAN AND ANDREW STILL IN THE RACE???? asdfghjkl;;; they have to be the 2 dumbest frat boys in the history of AR. oh god, ASU is shamed.