finally logged in to my facebook acct after 5000 years and wooow so many peeps are doing the whole cross-country-checking-out-colleges thing. nyu, columbia, upenn, usc, bu, yale, umaryland like holy mama what i would give to be there and roam around historic campuses and mimick the IL accent and blush at every prep boy who comes my way, yowzer! im really happy for some of my friends who got early acceptance into usc or someplace, i mean thats insaaane, but im also a little jealous that the opportunities dealt to them dont get dealt to everyone else. but hey, its just another one of the million things we have to accept.
this is my life now. this is my life now. this is my life now.
what a crap mantra.
