there's so much to do before 7.40 am tomorrow!! GAHH. i have no life now. school & dance eat up all my daylight then by the time i get home i have an hour to shower/eat/catch up on the olympics (which is crazyy addicting to watch yo!) before i have to start (very unwillingly) completing assignments. and i dont know why but recently i just cannot get through a school day with 4 hours of sleep. by 3pm im already like zzzzzzzz -_- and weekends are reserved for sleep and then more assignments and the occasional study jaunt. BORING! i dont see my girls anymore and i havent gone out since 1985 mehhh its quite lame.
but i know this cycle has to continue for the next year and a half because i want to get accepted into *** so badly. so badly. i would do anything, ANYTHING! to get there. but it hasnt all been bad. ive got my classmates and my dance girls to keep me going :) and we got some pretty positive responses to our pw idea which is so exciting! after 5 months of ....i dont know...how do you describe pw? it sucks alll your energy and its like you can feel your mind ebbing away from exhaustion. i cant find a better analogy, sorry.
i want to update about so many things! but everytime i start, i hesistate, then decide to delete everything because...well... nothing here is ever private.
a million things to do these days but in these its-mid-week-kill-me-now kind of months, i find comfort with the usual feel-good gang; amos lee, neil young, springsteen, jones.
giddyup people, only 5 weeks till promos.
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