amilooo! dont cry when you read this :)
you know how when you spend time alone just by yourself, you feel just a teeny bit insecure because you're not surrounded by people who have just the same doubts/fears/anxieties as yourself? well thats happened a lot this year and it used to be unbearable but after a while, things start to shift on their own and vague, intangible thoughts form shapes that make more sense. clarity sometimes comes at the oddest hours, but i want to say how lucky i know i am to have the most patient and understanding friend someone like me could ask for. god knows what jas and i would have done without you to whip us into shape when we were at our most pitiful states, and jali would have gone crazy wild without you to leash her funkyness. you keep me grounded and still manage to be as composed and in control of your own life, all the while fixing those around you. at times i wish i was just a little less screw-uppy and a little more wise like you. so thank you for being so supportive and for being around when i mess up. which happens a lot. so thank you thank you a million times over.
i love you!
