i am so relieved this week is almost over, the past 4 days have been so mentally and emotionally draining it was insane, i had to keep popping aspirin just to keep my headaches from throbbing all the contents of my brain out. ugh. but my mom was so sweet and she kept trying to calm me down and was all like ana, you need to leave this to the universe. haha, i love you ma. this is quite a ridiculous place to be in cos its only mid years and im not even half way to a's yet. oh dear, thats not very comforting.
anyway, as usual, studying for ap lit got me thinking about how important physical journeying is to conquer the spiritual quest, which is why im hoping and praying ill do well enough to get to go to england because i just want to get out, out, out and away from here where unimportant things get in the way of life and where the orchestra of anxiety is playing on repeat. and then after that it will be off to san fran where everything is always dandy and then arizona where ill get to spend days and days doing nothing but sitting on the patio watching the javelinas and quails passing by, soaking up a book under the beautiful blue desert sky.
